Just don’t wanna be left out ya know?
I’m just not good enough, not good yet. And yet again I wonder, when will “that” life begin?
Lately I’ve been I’ve been losing sleep, reading about the things that we could be. Hah! It’s a habit to read before I sleep now, good and bad. It’s bad cuz sometimes you just can’t stop reading, because it doesn’t seem right to stop at that sentence and let your heart/mind anticipate the next chapter even though it is already 3 or 4am in the morning. But well I have been sleeping early because early work days took effects causing me to be really tired sometimes.
What I’m thinking lately, it felt like I can only dream. It’s like almost impossible. Trying not to be too eager, and yet because I just can’t wait. Patience my friend, that’s what they say.
And note to self: I need to learn to be contented with what I have and stop pursuing what the world’s after, we humans are flawed and will never want enough, but in Christ, we are enough.