Just because I’m not working full time, doesn’t mean I’m lazy, what makes you think that? I just don’t prioritize making money, although I can’t deny it’s essential; who doesn’t need money?; what doesn’t cost money?. In fact, everything costs money. But part of me hate the fact of having to succumb to the madness work life of Singaporean, rushing here and there everyday. No life, literally. And I HATE offices peak hours, hate having to wait for more than one train, trying your best to squeeze like mad (risking people touching you) just so you wouldn’t be late. This make me wish i can migrate! I thank God for design actually, definitely more flexible compared to a lot of job, but still…I don’t want to work full time, yet. Because I’m still young and I’m not sooo into making big money and I wanna enjoy life first. If I lack money, then… My problem, I suck my own thumb ok. Come on, I’m gonna spend next half of my life working full time anyway, say after graduating from uni. Now, working part time, I can have time to do the things I love, dance, art, and even freelances. Just wanna do what I love, what I prefer , is it so hard to understand ?
God, lead me,to whatever path that I may go, Your will, Your way. Forgive my anger and my lack of patience. help me.